Work load

Couldn't say that I've spent a blithe day today. I created errors in my work, which is the serious and vital case.
Feel ashamed and really regretful...
This period is tough for me, I supposed having to maintain my performance for years to come.
Finding myself is under pressure now and without any conscious, I always put myself under some unknown fear as well.
Mistake is still a mistake with all its consequences.
Talked to the dearest regarding this issue and being fully aware that I have to rearrange my working system. I'm bad. Sigh~~